Knowing that this can't last forever and one day I'll be dead.
The company constantly spends money of frivolous, meaningless things but never seems to have any money to actually pay their employees what they actually deserve.
Getting someone who actually does my job to interview me instead of an entrenched manager who has been with the company 30 years and is out of touch with day to day operations.
They are never educated or trained properly on how to use our products. Our informational materials (training videos, knowledge bases) are terrible. Our products are highly technical pieces of equipment but are sold as off the shelf solutions that can be operated by anyone.
There are meetings constantly, none of which are productive. The only reward for being hardworking and competent is more hard work and more responsibilities, while there is no accountability for being an inept slacker. Competent people are doing the work of 2-4 other people while others get a pass
The leadership team is only concerned with self preservation and navigating the toxic corporate ladder. They will not take any risks or stand up for any beliefs or values. They will betray anyone foolish enough to trust them and throw their own mother under the he bus if it means advancing upwards